Goodbye

Dear Friend,

It is time for us to say goodbye. I cannot do this anymore. I thank you for listening, but I can't live my life by talking and observing. I need to get out and do things.

What do I really want? What everyone wants - To Be Loved.

All this talk, everything, Multiple Blog entries, love is all there is to it. That is the thing I want. The third rung on Maslow's hierarchy of needs. The need to love / belong.

Sometimes I think I do things more not to be loved. I do things not to be hurt. I don't show emotion, as emotion is weakness. I am who I am, and I need to stop bitching about that. World is beckoning right now, no time to lose.

I love you my friend, but you knew that already. I am grateful that you listened.

In answer to my original questions.
- Can we change or not? - A: Yes, we can change.
- Have I changed or am I avoiding things that lower my confidence? - A: Not surprisingly a little bit of both. The answer is not in talking, it is in action.

Love,
-John